I am full of anger this morning. I am angry with the
situation that I am in at work. I am getting impatient about getting out of
this environment. The two internal jobs
that I had applied did not pan out. I am compelled to look outside of the
company. I need to gin up the emotional
stamina to go through this ordeal. It sucks that I am working in an environment
that is not providing me the kind of job satisfaction that I am looking for.
The bottom line is I need to move on and being in the transitional phase is
trying.
Yesterday, my immediate superior shared his employee
listening feedback and because I had omitted the questionnaires about my
immediate boss and the fact that the report requires at least 4 respondents and since he has 4 direct reports only, without my input in the survey, his feedback was
incomplete. I was happy for a short moment that I had deprived him of the
results. I went back and forth to whether I should I have responded to these
specific survey questions instead of just ignoring them. My initial thought was
that these were not truly anonymous and chose not to respond. On the hindsight, I
just have just responded with politically correct results.
While I look for a new opportunity, I will brace myself to gin up the emotional stamina to take me to the next phrase. Bon Courage!
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